Goodness, Gracious...

Great BALLS OF FIRE!

So i dont know if you have heard but SoCal is battling fires..yet again..and this one is getting close to home. The city next to ours has an area affected by the fire and that is being temporarily evacuated... GREAT.... Oh and yeah my hospital is in one of the areas that is on fire..so lets just hope i dont go into labor tonight..cause who knows if they are still open, likely they are..and yet they say the roads getting there are horrible and some completely blocked off...

Oh yeah and there are huge chunks of ash falling all around us. I went to get my hair cut today..which took forever cause i have so much hair..ill show pics of it later... And when we got home the area wall all smoggy and ashy... ash falling everywhere..the sun was red.. it was crazy...I stood outside for maybe ten minutes to talk to my friend about the fires and my hair..etc... and by the time i got inside i needed to use my asthma inhaler! Its bad out there..

Oh and to top this wonderful event off..last night was miserable.. here is why:

Now last night... Hubby and I had sex..which was painful..but we were working on trying to start labor... So i fell asleep afterward for about two hours..woke up...and dont remember anything out of the norm. Then he comes to bed, turns the lights off..etc and i start to fall back asleep..And feel something crawling on my face (just so you know we have had a spider problem in the past..and they seem to all be gone, but when i feel something "crawling" on me..i freak) and so i freaked..and swiped it away..Then something was on my stomach and i literally grabbed it and threw it away and freaked out.. Hubby turned the lights back on and it turned out to just be a moth..but at this point..i was terrified.. i know..im silly...
So im laying in bed all tensed up ready to swat the thing if it comes near me. Wide awake..couldnt even go back to sleep if i wanted to.. So eventually hubby kills it and he goes back to bed..and i just cant sleep..so i watch tv..i give up and try to go back to sleep and have a real hard time..wake up every thirty minutes..which starts to get longer..every few hours and i start to realize that im in a lot of pain.. and i mean a LOT of pain.. my pelvis is killing me.. if i try to roll over its excruciatingly painful...Like at one point i thought, maybe because im doing it slower its making things worse, so i try to roll faster...BAD BAD IDEA... and i get this shooting pain that literally makes me yelp out loud.. So i try to not roll over, but its killing me to lay on one side for so long..i normally roll all around in bed. So eventually i wake up to pee.. at like five am..and i make an attempt to get out of bed that almost lands me on the floor on top of my cedar chest and i think ill take a warm shower to help my pelvic pain..maybe that will help.. Because at this point, walking hurts, sitting down hurts, turning left or right hurts..standing up hurts..it all hurts...
So i shower and i go on cafemom and I think about posting about it, but figure no one is really up at that hour and maybe it will go away with some rest. So i go back to bed..after a few attempts at getting back into bed which was interesting... And I tell hubby i may have to go to the hospital if this continues..but what am i supposed to say to them? Arnt they just going to tell me this is normal? And somebody tell me how im supposed to push a baby out of that area when i am in this much pain just moving! Like what did i do to my pelvis! Hubby urges me to take some Tylenol..gets it for me and i take it..
So I finally fall asleep yet again..at a little after six am.. and wake up around six forty..think about rolling..make it maybe two inches in the direction i want to roll and i get a huge shooting pain and i make a small scream..and fall back the direction i was laying..and at this point i feel like crying..im just done..soooo done... And then i start to think..how am i supposed to take care of my daughter when hubby leaves for work? I can barely move without being in pain.

Well luckily my dad came over to help watch aurora and the pain eventually went back to the normal pelvic pain...but man did it hurt!